Kicking and Screaming

Football season is starting again. It is wrong.

You know it is a bad sign when you're sitting at karaoke, not expecting anything because it's been so long that of course you wouldn't think a certain person would show up and you can just enjoy yourself with all the great friends you have, and a guy walks in the door and you're first thought is, "Oh, he's cute."

Then you freeze, realizing who HE is. And you recognize the guy who walks in behind HIM and you flashback to last year and all the horrors of stupid infatuation. And it drives you crazy because you don't want to find HIM attractive because hey, you know nothing about HIM and HE has not been to karaoke in months and HE doesn't make a move or anything but HE's just so darn cute.

I.do.not.need.this.right.now.